Oh I realize how irrational my worrying can be, I wish I could control it, My father suffered the same fate as me, It's just that I have figured out a sort of system where I try to limit the amount of bad things that can and usually do happen to me by taking gambles not in my favor out of the equation.
One of the major reasons I purchased this car was to do a two month cross country trip this year, I have been building myself up for a few years to do it, and I thought this would be the perfect car as I still get around 35 mpg pulling my camper through the mountains. But now after spending days reading on the internet(which I need to just stay off of) I'm now certain I will not be taking this car.
It's just like gambling(I'm not a gambler) for all of us right now, if you leave your house and total your car before you get to work you will now take a significant financial loss, It would be wonderful if I was "wired" so that did not worry me, I truly envy you folks that it don't, and I'm serious about that.
But I have decided today that I am going to dig it out of the snow and drive it the hour commute to work, I'm just going to push my luck and see what happens